1. |
not gonna make it
02:46
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i haven’t been myself much lately
but then again it doesn’t seem to matter
nothing seems to help much lately
but i don’t really wanna get better
i haven’t been myself much lately
but then again it doesn’t seem to matter
nothing seems to help much lately
but i don’t really wanna get better
and i can feel it slipping
i know i’m gonna lose it all
i won’t feel the difference
when the winter time kills the fall
and i know i’m not gonna make it
i know i’m not gonna make it
mm, ooo, nmmmm
and i been getting texts from mom and dad
they say we know you can do it
but all it really does is make me sad
is it really worth going through this?
and i been getting texts from mom and dad
they say we know you can do it
but all it really does is make me sad
is it really worth going through this?
and i can feel it slipping
i know i’m gonna lose it all
i won’t feel the difference
when the winter time kills the fall
and i know i’m not gonna make it
i know i’m not gonna make it
and i know i’m not gonna make it
i know i’m not gonna make it
and i can feel it slipping
i know i’m gonna lose it all
i won’t feel the difference
when the winter time kills the fall
and i know i’m not gonna make it
i know i’m not gonna make it
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2. |
cold water
02:24
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♪
cold water, ice in my hair
no wonder i’m going nowhere
ba, ba ba, bada, ba, ba ba, bada,
ba, ba ba, bada, ba, ba ba, (bada)
no summer waiting round the bend
no lover, no unfulfilling end
ba, ba ba, bada, ba, ba ba, bada,
ba, ba ba, bada, ba, ba ba, (bada)
♪
cold water, ice in my hair
no wonder i’m going no where
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3. |
wish i knew how to cry
02:16
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i wish i knew how to cry
wish i could push out all my tears
i wish that i could fly
through a raindrop painted sky
maybe then will my blues disappear
i wish i knew how to cry
wish i could push out all my tears
i wish that i could fly
through a raindrop painted sky
maybe then will my blues disappear
♪
i wish i knew how to cry-y-y-y-y
wish i could push out all my tears-ars-ars-ars
i wish that i could fly-y-y-y
through a raindrop painted sky-y-y
maybe then will my blues disappear
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4. |
qwah
01:36
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♪
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5. |
bloodletting
03:09
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♪
bloodletting, that special sting
forgetting, no-one wants to hear you sing
compulsions, i know just what i need
calm oceans, but all i have is angry seas
♪
love letters, empty words
cold weather, it’s all i heard
my hatred is pointed at myself
life wasted becomes a living hell
♪
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6. |
not ok
02:57
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♪
baby i’m not okay
baby i’ll be alright
and baby you shouldn’t stay
if you wanna be alright
baby i’m not okay (baby i’m not ok)
baby i’ll be alright (baby i’ll be alright)
and baby you shouldn’t stay (baby you shouldn’t stay)
if you wanna be alright (if you wanna be alright)
baby i’m not okay (baby i’m not ok)
baby i’ll be alright (baby i’ll be alright)
and baby you shouldn’t stay (baby you shouldn’t stay)
if you wanna be alright (if you wanna be alright)
♪
baby i’m not okay (baby i’m not ok)
baby i’ll be alright (baby i’ll be alright)
and baby you shouldn’t stay (baby you shouldn’t stay)
if you wanna be alright (if you wanna be alright)
baby i’m not okay (baby i’m not ok)
baby i’ll be alright (baby i’ll be alright)
and baby you shouldn’t stay (baby you shouldn’t stay)
if you wanna be alright (if you wanna be alright, be alright)
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7. |
creatures in pain
02:32
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creatures in pain
people keep saying
it’s okay, the little ones can’t feel it
creatures in pain
the people keep saying
it’s okay, just close your eyes
and try not to hear it
the screaming doesn’t bother me
it’s the silence i fear
the heartbreak swallows all of me
even when the flame comes near
people in chains
the evil ones say
it’s okay, the different ones can’t feel it
people in crowds
the leaders try to beat them down
they don’t know, you can’t just close your eyes
and try not to hear it
the screaming doesn’t bother me
it’s the silence i fear
the heartbreak swallows all of me
even when the flame comes near
♪
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8. |
deadline//deadeye
02:24
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♪
i been missing deadlines lately
see the world through dead eyes baby
and i don’t wanna let you save me, now
oh now, i don’t wanna let you save me, ah
♪
i been missing deadlines lately
see the world through dead eyes baby
and i don’t wanna let you save me, now
oh now, i don’t wanna let you save me, ah
♪
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9. |
stay forever!
03:14
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♪
a-a-a-a-another visitor
s-s-s-stay-ay awhile
stay fo-forever!
i’m broken like a promise
i’m tangled like my hair
i don’t care if you’re honest
but baby, don’t go nowhere
a-a-a-a-another visitor
s-s-s-stay-ay awhile
stay fo-forever!
a-a-a-a-another visitor
s-s-s-stay-ay awhile
stay fo-forever!
all torn up on the inside
just like her arms used to be
keep telling me your sweet lies
don’t ever let me see
a-a-a oo-ao oo-a-a-another vi-vi-visitor-or
s-s-s-stay stay-tay awhile fo-forever!
stay-ta-ta-tay fo-forever!
stay awhile fo-forever! stay awhile
a-a-a-a-another visitor
s-s-s-stay-ay awhile
stay fo-forever!
a-a-a-a-another visitor
s-s-s-stay-ay awhile
stay fo-forever!
i’m broken like a promise
i’m tangled like my hair
i don’t care if you’re honest
but baby, don’t go nowhere
all torn up on the inside
just like her arms used to be
keep telling me your sweet lies
don’t ever let me see
a-a-a-a-another visitor
s-s-s-stay-ay awhile
stay fo-forever!
a-a-a-a-another visitor
s-s-s-stay-ay awhile
stay fo-forever!
a-a-a-a-another visitor
s-s-s-stay-ay awhile
stay fo-forever!
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10. |
taste
03:42
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the silence surrounds me (the silence surrounds me
i can taste it in the air (i can taste it in the air)
nobody’s ever found me (nobody’s found me)
close my eyes (close my eyes) nobody looks there (no body looks there)
the silence surrounds me (the silence surrounds me
i can taste it in the air (i can taste it in the air)
nobody’s ever found me (nobody’s found me)
close my eyes (close my eyes) nobody looks there (no body looks there)
ahh ahh
ahh lala lah
ahh ahh oh, ah
lah lala lah lah oh ah ooh
la la la ooh ah
(the silence surrounds me)
la ooh ah la ooh ah
(i can taste it in the air)
la ooh ah la ooh ha
(nobody’s found me)
la ooh ah la ooh ha
(close my eyes)
la ooh ha
(nobody looks there)
the silence surrounds me (the silence surrounds me)
i can taste it in the air (i can taste it in the air)
nobody’s ever found me (nobody’s found me)
close my eyes (close my eyes) nobody looks there (nobody looks there)
the silence surrounds me (the silence surrounds me)
i can taste it in the air (i can taste it in the air)
nobody’s ever found me (nobody’s found me)
close my eyes (close my eyes) nobody looks there (nobody looks there)
ahh ahh
(the silence surrounds me)
ahh lala lah
(i can taste it in the air)
ahh ahh oh, ah
(nobody’s found me)
lah lala lah lah oh
(close my eyes, nobody looks there)
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11. |
rose//thorns
01:51
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♪
i know my lonely self imposed
i’m plucking petals off a rose
i’ll leave the thorns though
i’m drowning in this world, oh now
i know my lonely self imposed
i’m plucking petals off a rose
i’ll leave the thorns though
i’m drowning in this world, oh now
♪
i know my lonely self imposed
i’m plucking petals off a rose
i’ll leave the thorns though
i’m drowning in this world, oh now
i know my lonely self imposed
i’m plucking petals off a rose
i’ll leave the thorns though
i’m drowning in this world, oh now
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12. |
skin remover
01:13
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♪
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13. |
october snow
05:27
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♪
i’m waiting for snow in october
i’m waiting for a time to go home
i’ll say it, it’s already over
just waiting on my lilac soul
i’m waiting for snow in october
i’m waiting for a time to go home
i’ll say it, it’s already over
just waiting on my lilac soul
i let my summer feeling go
but i don’t like it when it’s cold
i wanna drown under that clean october snow
cause i don’t like it when it’s cold
i let my summer feeling go, now
but i don’t wanna be alone
i wanna drown under that clean october snow
cause i don’t like it when it’s cold, my lilac soul, now
♪
i’m waiting for snow in october
i’m waiting for a time to go home
i’ll say it, it’s already over
just waiting on my lilac soul
i’m waiting for snow in october
i’m waiting for a time to go home
i’ll say it, it’s already over
just waiting on my lilac soul
♪
i’m waiting for snow in october
i’m waiting for a time to go home
i’ll say it, it’s already over
just waiting on my lilac soul
i’m waiting for snow in october
i’m waiting for a time to go home
i’ll say it, it’s already over
just waiting on my lilac soul
my lilac soul
i let my summer feeling go (i let my summer go)
but i don’t like it when it’s cold (don’t like it when it’s cold)
i wanna drown under that clean october snow (october snow)
cause i don’t like it when it’s cold (don’t like it when it’s cold)
i let my summer feeling go, now (let my feeling go)
but i don’t wanna be alone (wanna be alone)
i wanna drown under that clean october snow (october snow)
cause i don’t like it when it’s cold, my lilac soul, now
i l e t m y s u m m e r f e e l i n g g o , y a h
b u t i d o n ’t w a n n a b e a l o n e
i w a n n a d r o w n u n d e r t h a t c l e a n
o c t o b e r s n o w
c a u s e i d o n ’t l i k e i t w h e n i t ’s c o l d
m y l i l a c s o u l
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14. |
talk to myself
02:48
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there’s pain behind my silence
there’s anguish in my eyes
lost my voice and i can’t find it
i don’t know where it hides
i can’t even talk to myself
and i’ll never ask for your help
even if i need it
we both know i need it
there’s pain behind my silence
there’s anguish in my eyes
lost my voice and i can’t find it
i don’t know where it hides
i can’t even talk to myself
and i’ll never ask for your help
even if i need it
we both know i need it
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15. |
suicide hotline
02:07
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oh, ooh ooh
my best friend called the suicide hotline
asking how could i make her die
my best friend used to tell me some things
like how it was my fault if she ever cried
my best friend used to smell like bloodstains
she said i was the only one to save here
and my best friend was so different every day
she said i’m the one that pains her
my best friends been gone for a while, ooh oh oh
i still see her all the time, whoah, oh oh
she’s in the way i talk and smile, whoah, oh oh
she’s in the way i say everything fine
my best friends been gone for a while, ooh oh oh
i still see her all the time, whoah, oh oh
she’s in the way i talk and smile, whoah, oh oh
she’s in the way i say everything fine
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Δelysium Portland, Maine
i am Δelysium.
i make a variety of interesting music and it makes me very happy sometimes. thank you for listening to it!
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